Kings

Concerning abortion: it's basically to the point where its almost safer for the baby to be outside of the womb than inside. God designed the womb to hold, protect, and nurture the baby until it was time to be birthed, yet now it's not so safe....

It's hard for me to share my pains with people; my struggles, my bad days, etc. I always feel like it would be so selfish. I don't want any selfish pity. I also don't want to make any person's good days bad, or bad days worse. I take it upon my self to shoulder my struggles alone... some days its easier than others.

So while I was at work I made up this analogy which made me laugh a little: Finding a wife is like getting a tattoo. Its gotta be something you like and something that looks good. Something that matters and is not one that is ordinary for the sake of having one. And its gotta be something you can live with for the rest of your life.

enjoy life.

Truth

"One must keep on pointing out that Christianity is a statement which, if false, is of no importance, and, if true, of infinite importance. The one thing it cannot be is moderately important."
C. S. Lewis

This path that leads us...

Ive been playing drums now for 10 years.
I went on to play in three different bands over the course of 7 years, recording in the studio 5 times, and playing with some of my favorite bands.
I picked up playing the guitar and piano and started writing my own music.
I love music, its my calm to the storm, it gets my mind working, makes me productive and creative. Sometimes its exactly what I need, and I can't go a day without rediscoving what I love about a good song. The way a song travels along a path, the chord progressions, the melodic lines, the changes that may throw you off, or the thought put in the lyrics.

I am now in no band. I lost most of the instruments I used to use to different circumstances. I live in a small apartment with no way to play.

I have no musical outlet...and without it I miss it, and realize it's somthing that I really want back.

What am I

Im bored. Im tired. Im lonely.
I have no direction. I have no goals.
I accomplish nothing on a day to day basis.
Where will I be at the end of this year?
Where will I be in ten?
Will I accomplish anything, finish anything?
Will I grow or stay the same?

I am a perfect example of a person at a standstill with themselves.

I hope to God that I don't waste the this life He gave me.